The leaves..
You watch them fall with mock interest;
Your eyes seem to brighten with happiness,
And your lips turn up,
A smile in the process of becoming full-blown.

The grass..
I see the impact it leaves on you;
Your soul filling with an unseen force,
A powerful one that makes you glow,
And makes me think that you’re a god from heaven.

The sun, the lake, the air..
I see it, feel how you accelerate through your feelings;
I see how you welcome everything,
And keep it in your world,
And then I watch as you see me,
And suddenly everything disappears.

The day changes as quickly as life..
I see the day grow angry;
The ground will suddenly rush up,
And the red will pour into my eyes,
And I can’t help but scream from the sheer terror.

Your presence shifts and grows dirty..
I can’t help but feel my heart in my chest pump and pump;
The whispers of doomed thoughts echoing,
And everything dies as I’m taken into a vortex,
I can see the pain in my heart while tears flow down my face,
And I feel like I’m dying over and over again.

Your presence looms over me..
It becomes a deadly shadow which I can’t get away from;
Something that I don’t understand,
Something that drenches me like icy rain,
And fills me with pain.

Then everything is as it was before..
The sun is shining happily and brightly in the sky;
The birds are chirping,
The bees are humming,
The feeling suddenly fell away.

And then you look at me..
A warmth fills my soul;
I’m captured by your grace once again,
I want to keep it beside me,
Once again you make me happy to be yours,
The darkness has passed.